Begin of new medication

Since the doc didn't think I was swallowing enough pills, I have another round to keep track of now. Yep, today marks the beginning of evening medication. sweet, one more thing to try and remember.

Stark Opposition

In contrast to how I felt last night, I woke up all out of sorts. More than frustrated with not being home, above the point of tired of waiting. Reading my post from last night helped a little but I'm running out of this thing called patience. I do really want to be on my way.

Career Paths

Not sure really why, but today I went rummaging through my flight bag looking for my Instrument Ground Instructor certificate. I found it and since then I've felt a little at ease. Not sure why, the cert itself was just a matter of a written test, but when I think about it, I feel more and more really at home inside in contrast to how I've been feeling, so out of my element in the woods. Yeah, I'm still frustrated with not knowing when I can go home, but it's weird how the easiest certificate I've earned thus far has brought some comfort.

morbid intelligence

Definitions of morbid on the Web:

suggesting an unhealthy mental state; "morbid interest in death"; "morbid curiosity"
ghoulish: suggesting the horror of death and decay; "morbid details"
diseased: caused by or altered by or manifesting disease or pathology; "diseased tonsils"; "a morbid growth"; "pathologic tissue"; "pathological bodily processes"
wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
Studio releases
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Morbid
Pertaining to disease, illness, increased risk of death
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A higher offer
www.realnurse.net/humour/dictionary.shtml
or pathological anatomy deals with the anatomy of diseased tissues.
kosmoi.com/Life/Health/Medicine/Anatomy/about.shtml
Gloomy; gruesome; not sound and healthful; relating to disease.
www.greaterthings.com/Word-Number/AreaCodes/801_Mormons/Mormon_English.htm

ok, trying to reconcile this with the psycologist's verdict of "morbidly intelligent"...um, wha? any help would be appreciated

soul cleansing flame

today i went out and burned the trash, i had to chuckle a little about someone with brain injury going out to play with fire...teehee

row, walk++, mail

part of the recovery process has been a daily exercise routine that's come to be termed as row, walk, mail. so after sitting at the rowing machine for a little while or so, i go for a walk and finish up by grabbing the day's mail. today's walk was the supersized version I've been trying to do for a while and kept giving up but today's walk was a success :) i made it all the way around without directional assistance, that is I needed no help navigating, but I did accept a ride for a little way from a kind hearted gentleman who's name is a mystery (mom'll read that and flip). With his help, I can finally check that item off my list of things...um, yeah. Wish I would've had the gps so I could say how long the journey was...oh well, make up a number if you need one.

who the, what the, huh?

i really do wanna blog more, about more stuff, but since the accident it's been a struggle to keep things in my head for long enough to blog about them. I'm still trying to hammer down when i'll be back home because the answer to that has always been "when you're better"....um, ok, since i have no way to get my own damn self home i guess i'll have to find the speck or two of patience that i have left, and just wait more...aaaarg!